Now that I'm older, I notice more things.  Like today, when I looked at the lady who was at the cash register.  I figured she was around seventy-years of age.  I noticed that she was efficient and friendly.  When she spoke, I knew she was from out East.  Probably the New Jersey, or New York area.  I was right.  After asking her, she confirmed my assumption.  She was dressed well, and had her hair cut bob-style.  It was straight and she had bangs.  She looked very demure.  Her hair was a beautiful white.  She reminded me of the silent film star, Louise Brooks.  This cashier knew how to put on makeup and jewelry with flair and style.  She was a true professional.  She probably worked at an upscale department store once upon a time.  Now, because of her age, or other circumstances, she hunkered down at Kohl's Department Store.  Such is life.
As I checked out, she was courteous and friendly.  She smiled, and wished me a happy holiday.  I boldly asked her if she was Jewish.  She smiled at me and said, "Yes".  (I have always adored Jewish women for some reason).  I thanked her profusely, and wished her a happy Hanukkah.  I hoped that I hadn't offended her.  we continued smiling at each other as I left the store.  She made me feel warm inside.  I was very happy to have met this woman for some odd reason.
I entered another store in the mall.  I noticed that most everyone was younger than me.  Most of them were frowning as they scurried around.  I was surprised that people looked so miserable.  This used to be such a happy time of the year.  I guess it is a sign of these modern times.  Hurry, hurry, hurry.  They were all passing me, and bumping into me.  I guess that now, I move too slowly.  I have turned into my parents.  I wonder if my mom and dad noticed these things too?
I bought a pair of ugly snow boots.  They were army green and insulated with felt liners.  I got them on sale.  I was so happy to find them!  They were a steal for thirty-three bucks.  Three or four years ago, I wouldn't be caught dead in mucklucks like this.  Back then I was more style conscious.  I would rather have sore and frozen feet.  Not anymore.  I notice now, that I dress for comfort, not style.  I figure there is enough physical pain in my life, without adding to it.  Plus, I don't care anymore if I impress anyone with my apparel.
The cold winds and ten-degree weather didn't bother me today.  I wore my Carhart brand cold-weather gear.  It kept me warm and toasty.  The fresh, icy air felt good as I inhaled it.  I noticed the shapes of gray clouds and the barren trees in the forest preserve.  I'm happy to be alive on this lovely December day.  I'm glad I don't have to rush around anymore.  I get to notice more things.
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