WHAT DO YOU DO?

what do you do with a shit day?
start it over, i suppose.
i do that, but the anger still remains.
drudgery, monotony, disappointments...
all the same old, same old.
it's a sucky day.
go away.
legs ain't working.
lungs ain't breathing right.
bonds are down.
cancer doc tomorrow.
aortic screening in the spring.
out of the loop.
too much techno bullshit to learn.
losing my edge.
saw some college kid call a guy in my gym old today.
the "old guy" was forty.
i am sixty-two.
that makes me ancient.
felt like kicking his ass.
and i could.
this day blows.
sucky, sucky, sucky.
it sucks man!
now i sound juvenile.
a juvenile, geriatric piece of dung.
i start my day over.
again.
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
the end.